Again?

Why does it have to happen again? We are suppose to get along, right? I mean he proposed, doesnt that mean he loves me? And I know I love him, so why dont we get along? Why are we still together if we always fight?

I hate seeming like a bad couple especially in public. Its embarrassing. We went out today with my one friend and her boyfriend and they are ridiculously cute together and we just arent. All we do is argue and if we arent arguing I am walking on egg shells waiting for him to flip out about something. I know I am not innocent but atleast I try.

Is that too much to ask? Cant you put a little effort into me? Dont you love me? Do you even know what love is?